Monday, March 18, 2013

My level of visibility reaches ZERO at times!

Hey... It's been awhile! Sorry for being away for too long! I already failed to keep my promise, I know... and I'm sorry! Well, I'm here now... and that means I have something quite emotional to share again!

My siblings... I love them! I've always loved them, and always will, but there's just one thing that really hurts me at times. It seems to me that I'm seen only when I'm needed. When an entertainer is needed, I am seen! Totally visible! But on normal days, like today, I'm like a ghost or something... walk back and forth without even being talked to! I'm tired of being considered as just a clown of the family... you know...
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  1. gäãra-dě-sañdMarch 18, 2013 at 7:42 PM

    probably that term "clown" u mentioned is sth u make ur family see u everyday? Probably u haven't shown them the other sides yet. who knows?

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    1. SouzanaPSMarch 19, 2013 at 5:07 AM

      so what u want m to do now? -.-

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    2. gäãra-dě-sañdMarch 31, 2013 at 7:13 PM

      well... u want to be who "you are". And who you are is someone you call "clown". Probably u like that private life whatsoever and you family accepts it that way. And that's how they react to the kind of person they think you are. Let them know is the best way. Probably it doesn't have to be a face to face talk, but u can show them by action. If they don't hey you, you hey them. Make them feel that u also wanna be a part of them. It's not easy to guess a person's mind.

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  2. SophaMarch 18, 2013 at 8:21 PM

    =S

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  3. Glitch DiamondMarch 19, 2013 at 2:26 AM

    Maybe they dont have anything to talk? not that they are having fun and forget you right? well...m not in your situation so i cant share much :)

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    1. SouzanaPSMarch 19, 2013 at 5:10 AM

      Well... the situation goes like this... they are in kitchen, for example, having dinner. I walk in, none of them talk to me or ask me anything, not even a simple question.. sometimes even the questions i asked are not heard or answered.. my other sister walks in, they go like heyyy come eat this, or hey have u tried this? how is it? have u tasted the cookies? blah blah blah... that's what confuses me :|

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  4. MarshMarllow6338March 20, 2013 at 4:15 AM

    Maybe to them that's how they treat you, and to them, thats not bad at all. They dont know how you feel about it unless you talk

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    1. SouzanaPSMarch 20, 2013 at 4:17 AM

      talk... that's problem! aight... let's keep it this way then!

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