Last Christmas for next year!

Did the title make sense to you? Haha, so basically, I meant to write about this year's Christmas! It was something new and fun, chyeah!!! I decided to spend this year's Christmas with my friends; I decided to spend a night at my friend's place. First, I'm gonna start with telling you why it was fun. Well... it was Christmas, and we went to have Korean food. It was yummmmyyyyyyy, I wanna eat it again now XD It was nothing much to begin with; we just had that Korean food for dinner. Then we headed to a pub, one of our favorite pubs in town - Apros! There were 7 of us and we drank 4 bottles of wine. We went from red to rose, rose to white, then white back to red. We sang a bit, we played snooker, and just simply chillax... After pub, we went home. Naw, I'm joking... :P We decided to go to dance at some places haha... Riverhouse and C2 Lounge were all checked but those 2 two places were too crowded. We were told that there wasn't even a place to stand... so we left for Darling Darling :D Finally, we got to the front door of Darling Darling, but we had to wait for everyone to gather so that we could get in altogether. So, while waiting for other people to come, I danced outside... it was like in front of the entrance of Darling Darling haha...~ I sounded crazy, right? But yeah, that was totally fun! The weather outside at that time was sooooo PERFECT!

Aight... getting into Darling Darling now, another bottle of Heineken! Oooh, wait... I think I forgot to mention a bottle of Heineken I drank in the car haha... We sang, we danced for a short while and left the place for frog porridge @@ That was when we had such a good laugh :D Nobody knows besides us hehe...

Okay, so why was it something new? While driving from place to place, we decided to shout "Merry Christmas" to people walking or driving along the road. THAT WAS SOMETHING NEW and FUN TOO! We received some good responses back as well... Some nodded their heads, some waved their hands, some said Merry Christmas to us back, some shouted woohoooo, and some just simply smiled... well, there were few people who went like What the... is Merry Christmas? lol

We might have disturbed few people, but look... we made lots of people smile :D

Got back to my friend's house at around 2AM, but we didn't go straight to bed cos it would be a waste to spend such time to sleep. So, we stayed up all night making tipsy version of few songs we liked and just made a complete fool of ourselves, lol. And we finally hit the sack at 5AM :D

Overall, it was a great Christmas this year... We all intended to get drunk, but unfortunately, we were still perfectly fine after all the drinking. Wish we had had more money to have more drinks lolz

How was your Christmas, everyone? :D

The greatest Christmas eve... so far!

Huhu... it's been already a bit more than 21 years I've lived this life of mine, and I've been through a lot... I've been through thick and thin... I... Whoa wait, I almost lost myself to my emotional side again haha! Anyways, TODAY IS THE GREATEST CHRISTMAS EVE EVER! and it is also Louis' 21 birthday, so happy birthday, love <3

24-12-2012 6:30AM I woke up with a happy smile on my face simply because this morning's weather literally made me happy. It was windy, it was cool... tell me who wouldn't love it, eh? Best feeling on earth was when I rode my motorbike to IFL in such a lovely cool morning while humming few of my favorite songs. I went to my usual, favorite job - teaching. It was reading session today, but it wasn't at all boring as expected. I introduced some fun activities and we all had loads of good laughs. Think it was everyone's Christmas spirit that made the class go well. I was lucky!

24-12-2012 11:25AM I got back home with a happy smile on my face because I had a good morning. But then my smile became a bit wider because my parents safely got back home from their trip to Battambang. I listened to music, I sang, I danced, I took a nap, and I woke up to prepare myself for school again.

24-12-2012 4:05PM I met a friend of mine with a happy smile on my face because we were gonna EAT haha. So to celebrate Christmas, we ate some good stuffs... We talked nonsense, we gossiped, we laughed... well, just the normal things two crazy friends would do when they meet each other. But it was priceless!

24-12-2012 5:30PM There I was... standing in front of my naughty students with a happy smile on my face, getting ready to start another fun reading session. But just right before I started the class, I was asked to allow a 30-minute pre-Christmas party, and as I am a kind teacher :P, I did say YES. Then we continued the lesson as usual, and thank goodness it went so well again. I was lucky!

24-12-2012 6:55PM Huhu... here comes the party time! I, with a happy smile on my face, watched my students having fun while they were eating, drinking, and joking simultaneously. I got even a bigger smile then cause that was happiness, that really was :)

24-12-2012 7:30PM Started another session with a bigger smile on my face. Fun activities. Active students. Teasing. Laughter. Class ended with a few Christmas songs and a Gangnam Style dance. HAHA! I will never forget that! Served you right, my most favorite naughty students :D But huge thanks to you guys for making me happy also.

24-12-2012 8:20PM I was leaving IFL with a huge smile on my face and then decided to drift around for awhile before entering home. Why? Good question... cos it's windy today. It would be such a waste to not enjoy it to the fullest :) So I rode my motorbike all the way from IFL to Independent Monument while humming Mistletoe by Justin Bieber (hmmm, JB? seriously? well, yea... I just love the song, lol) then finally, returned home.

24-12-2012 8:50PM Was finally entering home, and still with that huge smile on my face. Anyways, everybody seemed to disappear, but in fact, they were on the rooftop preparing a little pre-Christmas party. Ooooh family time! I unusually felt the excitement of today's family time. Perhaps it's the Christmas spirit that made me feel so. Great time, indeed! Massive thanks to mom (and everyone else too, I guess?) for making it happen despite your extreme tiredness! <3

24-12-2012 12:41AM Here I am... with the hugest and happiest smile on my face, lying down on my comfy bed with the pain in my waist, trying to finish this entry. I am writing in details because I want to remember today, I want to perfectly remember today! I couldn't smile any wider now, but this is the last thing I'd love to repeat: TODAY IS THE GREATEST CHRISTMAS EVE EVER! and I am heading bed now because I can no longer bear with pain... :)

Goodnight beautiful world... you've been very beautiful... so please continue to stay beautiful <3

A walk to remember...

Wait, what??? NOOOO... It wasn't anything romantic, I just decided to spend an hour to walk alone like NORMAL people would do XD I stayed home all day today, but it was pretty cool. Quite a musically productive day, it was! I spent an hour with one of my very good friends, the guy who has 6 strings on himself, and I successfully learned to play one of my most favorite songs - A thousand years by Christina Perri. I might do a cover of it soon, eh? :D But that is not all, I also managed to learn to do the cup beats, YAY!!! I was inspired by Anna Kendrick - the main actress in Pitch Perfect (my most favorite movie atm hehe), so I decided to stay committed until I succeed. AND I DID IT!!! I could do that cup beats without difficulty now TEEHEE! Aight, Souzana... I think you're out of topic here!

Ahh yeah, I obviously am... Sorry! So what I meant to blog about today is my walk. It's been a very very long long while since my last walk. That is why today, after such a happy day, and to double my happiness, I decided to walk alone along Norodom Blvd to one of my favorite coffee shops - Gloria Jean's Coffee and back home. It was a walk for pleasure, so it took me exactly an hour! While walking, I was trying to bring back loads of memories because when I was young, my feet are the only vehicle I had; I did a lot of walking! I sometimes walked alone to school, I sometimes walked with friends to another school, and I sometimes walked with strangers back home as well...  The interesting part is each walk has its own memory. I remember that one time my friends and I walked with a dog, but then we all ended up running, or maybe few of us were standing still haha... One time, we walked in such flood after a very heavy rain, and we ended up wetting our pants and jeans, not to mention our shoes, lol. It was dirty, but it was helluva fun, I tell ya! Anyways, during my walk today, I stopped at few places to take a closer look. Then, all of a sudden, I was amazed to know how much things have changed and what still stays the same... We're growing older, and the city keeps developing. We're busy living our lives, so we may notice very little about our city's development... FLASHBACKS OVERLOADED NOW, Souzana!!! Okay, in a way, I found this walk an interesting thing to do now. I wish to do it more often on different roads as I'm definitely sure it will bring me heaps of other different memories, but the thing is, it's not really safe to walk in the evening alone, given that I look like a girl to normal eyes. :\

Alright, there has to be at least one sad thing each and every day, right? The sad thing about today is I didn't wear a comfy pair of shoes, so I hurt my feet and toes quite badly after that one-hour walk, GAHHHHH!!! :\

Speechless...

When parents are not home, you're not taking care of your younger sister, but that's okay, I don't mind because I'm old and strong enough to handle myself very well.

When parents are not home, I sometimes become the one who take care of you instead, but that's okay, I don't mind because you're my sister.

When parents are not home, you hang out with your friends so late at night without caring about the curfew of this stupid house, and I'm always asked to take a risk to open the door for you.

When parents are not home, you decide to travel with your friends without being permitted, and you even involved me in your excuses.

When parents are not home TODAY, you wanted to go to watch a movie that will finish at 11PM, and you asked me to take a risk to open the door for you again... I'm sorry, but I can't do this anymore! I'm sorry I blamed you, but this for your own good too!

You're turning 26 real soon, my dear sister... but when are you ever gonna grow up? Sighs...

This could be my last post?

Dear bloggie, vas happening? So, I've wanted to update you few days ago but dang it, FAILED big time! Now that I've realized this could be my very last post (HAHA), I decided to come to say hi to you a bit...

Aight, 20.12.2012 10:15 PM today as I am updating my blog. I'd like to make some acknowledgements, lol. I would like to take a minute to thank you, Bloggie, for being one of my good friends - the one whom I can always turn to whenever I'm down or too happy. You would always listen to me and never complain about how much emo I am (only because you have no mouth to complain haha)... I really appreciate that. I'm sorry that I usually come to you only when I'm in such negative moods, and that I'm always throwing everything at you... but I hope you won't mind. Perhaps, if the world doesn't end tomorrow, I may pay you a visit more often. Promise!

Hey Bloggie, I know what you're thinking... I sound like a psychopath now, so maybe I should just stop here and kiss you goodbye... just in case, you know haha... MUAH!

Perhaps...

Perhaps it is time to build the invisible wall...
Perhaps it is time to live the world of my own...
Perhaps it really is a good idea to have less attachment...
Perhaps everyone is better off without me...
Perhaps I am also better off without them...

I don't know... but perhaps this is what I should do!

Hmmm... what to update?

So... it's been almost a month since my very last post. I'm sorry, bloggie, I've been away for a bit too long, but well, I'm back to visit you for a little while now :)

Anyways, life's good lately, tho a bit too tiring at times! My jobs are going smoothly, my family is fine, my besties are indeed happy with what they're doing, my forever alone life is most of the time great, relationship is not needed, my emotions are heightened (WAIT WHAT??? lol) aight, I have no idea what I'm talking about here... I'm talking nonsense, haha!

If I am to answer the question "what more do I need?", I will say more traveling. This time, every year, I just wish to travel to somewhere new, but when I say new, I mean new feelings haha! It can be traveling to same old places with different people, different feelings!

Anyways, Christmas is near, will it be the most beautiful time of the year in Cambodia? :D We'll see...