...therefore, I shall be alone~

I'm down, but you're tired; therefore, I shall be alone.
I'm bored, but you're busy; therefore, I shall be alone.
I need someone to talk to, but you have someone else to talk to, too; therefore, I shall be alone.
I want someone to hang out with, but you have someone else to hang out with, too; therefore, I shall be alone.
I'm used to being alone now; therefore, I shall be alone.

It all makes sense...~

...I'm lost...

Whoa... so, I am sure now that I really have no one to talk to... By that, I mean someone with whom I can talk about literally everything! I've tried... though without success to confide in... I really have tried, but it didn't work~ I feel like they are so stressed out with their own stuffs already, how could I be so selfish to bother them with my stuffs? right? Hmmm... I'm tired! I'm lost! and for the very first time, I admit that I do feel lonely now... There must be something wrong with the way I am now... but what is it?

My level of visibility reaches ZERO at times!

Hey... It's been awhile! Sorry for being away for too long! I already failed to keep my promise, I know... and I'm sorry! Well, I'm here now... and that means I have something quite emotional to share again!

My siblings... I love them! I've always loved them, and always will, but there's just one thing that really hurts me at times. It seems to me that I'm seen only when I'm needed. When an entertainer is needed, I am seen! Totally visible! But on normal days, like today, I'm like a ghost or something... walk back and forth without even being talked to! I'm tired of being considered as just a clown of the family... you know...

A Friday to remember... HAHA~

Friday 11 January, 2013 8:25PM... Dang it, WHY DID I WALK SO FAST? XD