September and music...

I'm not sure if music is playing with my feelings or what... but lately, starting from the very beginning of September till now, it's been ridiculously suspicious (if that makes sense)! September last year, quite many not good things happened, so I had spent so much time listening to No Surprise - Daughtry and Far Away - Nickleback. Clearly, these two songs will bring me flashbacks, tons of memories of what happened back in September 2011 if I happen to hear it anytime.

Usually, I let the music player (either iTunes or my phone) shuffle the music for me, and I will just listen to anything. The two songs mentioned above have always been THERE in the list, but they were like rarely played before September. However, strangely, they were played really really often this month. It's like every time I listen to music, the music player would shuffle to either one of the songs, or sometimes BOTH. Worst, during my ride under the dark grey sky with such cool breezes - depressing weather - these two songs are played. LIKE SERIOUSLY? I could have had the courage to kill myself if the level of depression had hit its max. @@

So... I'm just wondering... is this some kinda joke? fate? coincidence? or whatever?